I've got 9 minutes to post something for wordless Wednesday...

Oh, New Moon

You had better be an amazing movie. That is all.

Looking Forward

What I'm most excited about right now is this gorgeous girl next to me giving birth to her son in December.

My best friend Kadie...

I love and miss her so much.

And I don't think she has any idea...

I miss the way we used to be.

I miss the nights we'd stay up talking.

I miss the college dorm parties.

I miss the middle school sleep-overs.

I miss the bicycle rides through the neighborhood.

I miss the good times.

I miss the bad times.

I miss the times that I missed out on...

... and there were SO many.

Kadie I love you. You're my best friend. And you always will be.

Heavy Thoughts

It's been well over a month since I posted something...

On September 3rd I weighed myself...
And was very unhappy and depressed about what I saw.
I saw the weight I was when I delivered my daughter almost two years ago.
Sixty pounds heavier than I was BEFORE I was pregnant...
How depressing.
I thought losing the baby weight would be somewhat easy right after I had her...
Boy, what the HELL was I thinking?!
I haven't really tried too hard to lose the weight either though, so I suppose I only have myself to blame.
It depresses me so much that I still continue to do nothing about it but wallow (is that the right word?!) in my own self-pity.

I need to snap the hell out of it and woman up about it.






My thoughts are so scattered right now.
I appologize.


Until next time.....